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wtf is live jornal [June 15, 2007 @ 1:13am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

oh yeah

hahah i fucking forgot about this shit

fuck that

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Blehhh [August 24, 2006 @ 10:28am]
[ mood | quixotic ]

Schoollllz gheyyy, but whatever i have to furking do it
if i dont ill feel sickee
i see like everyone i fucking know
or knew from high school
and there fucking annoyinggggzzzz
lol but whatever
Last night before i went to bed, fuckin cindy came over
and the bitch was on my computer till 2 am
and i had to wake up at 730 for school
lol i love her though
her lucia, lariilyn, anddd brendeezzeeee are the shitezzz
nicest funnest girls around
i couldnt be any happier
Alex is my loveeee
he laughed at me right now cause im in the school library
writting in this thingy
im waiting for cindys black ass to wakeup
cause shes supposed to come here to drop some classes but i dont know if shes going to be up in time...
So Lately things are whatever, my aunt and granny are assholes, they made davee leave...now im all alonez
I miss him lots all the time.
I wish i could be there to help him
but im too scared to drive to r.cide by myself
and i need a job
i aint got no gas
or anything :{{{{{{
well imma go call cindy then pilaz


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I DONT CARE! [December 17, 2005 @ 3:15am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Dresden Dollz


Like LeeLee Blood!

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[ mood | happy ]

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Love signz at 12am make my heart smile with joy!

Were Such Great Fhags!

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OMFH!+!IHIH [October 06, 2005 @ 1:51am]
[ mood | creative ]

So things are peachy!

Cindee Got Her Licence TO KILL!

I ran over some bag thing today on the HWY.

and davee shit his pants ROTFLMAO!

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Blister In The Sun [October 04, 2005 @ 2:25am]
[ mood | busy ]

I like how when it comes to writting in this thing
I always find a reason not to
or i get distracted and go do something eles
and leave half assed journal entries
i dont even think anyone reads my jornal hahah
hummmm besides all that there is much to talk about.

It's all in here!Collapse )

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I wanna go to the carnival [September 21, 2005 @ 11:50am]
[ mood | stressed ]

Your Life: The Soundtrack

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Opening creditsThe Birthday Massacre-Happy Birthday
Waking upFreezepop-Robotron 2000
Average dayThe Violent Femmes-Blister In The Sun
First dateBright Eyes-Lover I Don't Have To Love
Falling in loveLe Tigre-Eau D' Bedroom Dancing
Love sceneJakalope-Feel It
Fight sceneDresden Dolls-Missed Me
Breaking upScarling-Bummer
Getting back togetherTBM-To Die For
Secret loveA Perfect Circle-Three Libras
Life's okaySwitchblade Symphony-Monsters
Mental breakdownNIN-I Do NOT want this
DrivingM.I.A-Pull Up The people OR Gwen Stefani-Crash
Learning a lessonJulie Ruin-I want to know what love is
Deep thoughtSkinny Puppy-Neuwerld
FlashbackRasputina-Brand New Key
PartyingGravy Train-Titties Bounce
Happy danceTheStart-ShakeDown
RegretingTweaker-Happy Child
Long night aloneMindless self indulgence-Masturbates
Death sceneInsomniaddict Nerds-Suicide Song
Closing creditsMichelle Branch-Goodbye To You

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Copycat! [September 04, 2005 @ 3:50pm]
[ mood | irate ]

hehe mmmhummm
i found another one!
god there annoying!
I know how tara felt now!
and booooyyyy does it suckkk!

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The Bitter End [July 30, 2005 @ 11:49pm]
[ mood | confused ]

So today was awkward.
Went to hangout with my best friend ronnie.
Then I went to eat with my mom and my aunt and everyone.
Then I went to the store then to my friends boyfriends
It Happened again Uh FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW!
uhhh i kinda make-out with her then he makes out with her.
it's like a 3some but not because i don't get laid.
I just get to masturbate whilist watching them.
i feel like a perve afterwords :\
But It's hot while like he forces me to do something to her.
i felt sick after, so i told them today would be the last time
on a count of i get sick and i dont think davee likes me watching ppl have sex with each other.
But For Some Reason ( iknow davee knows this) i like being forced to do thing's i shouldn't
Everyone Does IT!
It's just that nobody talk's about it!
and i get to enjoy watching people do it
then coming home and telling him how i want him fucking bad.
I love davee.
but i hope he isn't sad or anything ..it's only for like a second that it makes me hornyfull!
then i feel gross after.
well i told them i can't...
they agreed...
will get
You Just Watch!

From the time we intercepted
Feels more like suicide...
See you at the bitter end.

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[July 27, 2005 @ 1:34am]
[ mood | chipper ]

So today we had fun
i talked to my friend and stuff
and she invited me to hangout with her and her man for some fun
we had fun this one other time and boy was it fun!
she is fun!
ummmm today i talked to various friend's and they informed me that i am a hermit!
They told me to come out of my hole because i've been missing!
i told them to go with me to gravy train!!!! and they all said they were going to the fair instead.
Loser's anyhow i think davee should come over this weekend cause i missle him!
My Ghost boob's are too Big...they haunt too much!
anyhoot, yesterday i was packing and i found old letters from so many people.
they scared me so i threw them away.
and i found number's that made me wanna vomit.
I Drove today and hit a tree!
it was funny as shit...then my mom took over cause i made her nervous.
oh smelly bunny needz a bath time.
but the water get'z all brown and she try's to run away and splashes me :(
willz you take her a bath for me please cause im tierd of doing it.
oh smelly smell smelll hahah <3

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[June 30, 2005 @ 4:22am]
I love me some schexz! bye bye!

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So FIZZICAL! [June 26, 2005 @ 11:23pm]
[ mood | depressed ]


well it takes me years to write in this journal but thanx to my amazing new friend bayleeann<3 since my last entry too many, things happend...ill just list them and write a little sypnosis about them...here we go:

1. I got (somewhat) a car.
2. Davee and i broke up.
3 Davee and I got back together.
4. I turned 18
5. My mom had surgery for tumors in her uterus.
6. My Sister is getting married,
7. I got bigger boobies
8. Im paranoid
9. Im insane.
10. I hate Boy's
11. I hate girl's
12. I hate short dark mexican girl's!
13. I went swimming.
14. Met Czar, he rules!
15 Met Bayleeann She Is The BEST!
16. Farted
17. Pooped
18. Wished I Were Dead.
19.Want To Die Inside
20. Blah

Well I'm Done Now


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The Cross Move,The Cross Break [January 18, 2005 @ 10:44am]
[ mood | crappy ]

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Somewhere Along The Lines Of Teenage Angst...

There Is A Growth, One Might Call Maturity.

Commencing Day, You Will Trade In Your Rebellion For Acceptance.

But In The Bitter End You Will Still Be Nothing.

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xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx [December 13, 2004 @ 9:40pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

If Wanting Death Is Teenage Angst

Then Fucking Kill Me


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Healing Garden [December 12, 2004 @ 11:51am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Fuck Just wrote a huge entry comp fucked up...! RECAP!

Bunny Healing But hates medication.
Friday Went to Rancho It's nice there...
Love Sister's New Home all nice and comfy.
Saturday went to denny's then cleaned sisters old house in chino.
Picked up Davee after dropping off my sisters trash.
Hung out with Davee while parents's went to store
Played Mortal Kombat Deception and kicked Davee's ass...(yea right)
Played Urbz
Ate Jack In The Box
Was late got tierd
Mom gave bunny med's! didnt succeed quite well...
Me and Davee Went to bed
Talked Watched TV
Played XBox
Hot makeout session followed by some heavy petting/breathing...LOL
cuddled and slept.
Sunday Woke Up late.
Ate Chicken Sandwitch.
played pool.
took bath.
listen to music.
Drop Davee Off SAD TIMES!
Now home sleepy Bye Bye Night Night!

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Delusional I Believe I Could Cure It All For You... [December 10, 2004 @ 12:26am]
[ mood | dorky ]

Well Poor Stitch Has Stitches and Staple's in her poor face :(! Everything ele's is fine...That alfalfa hay fucked my baby up :( SHe had a HUGE! Welt On her tiny face under her chin :( It looked painfull..
Well They Gave her some shot's antibiotics and ear drop's because her ears were swollen :\ I'm sad she has staple's because you can tell they bug her, she hates having thing's on her face and yeah...tommarow we go to my sister's house so im going to try to go to bed early so i can awaken early to pack for rancho :D My Sister is going to cry when she see's bunny, She loves her as much as i do ;'( Poor Baby Anyhow I hope i get to see my davee tommarow, I miss him dearly I want to cuddle at night so i may feel warm <3 Anyhoot I'm off to chat with davee then play a game then hit the hay <3 Cindee

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Till Death Do Us Part [December 09, 2004 @ 2:37am]
[ mood | nervous ]

Tommarow, May Just Be The End Of The World...
I Wonder If She Know's I Love Her Dearly...
If I Do Wake To Nothing But An Empty Space...
What Will It Be Like To Be Without You?
My World Will Come Crashing Down All Around Me...
Forgive Me If You Can <3
For Now I Just Hope, I'm The One That Never Wake's Up

I Hope You Stay With Us For A Much Longer Time

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ahhhhhhhhhhhh [December 08, 2004 @ 2:03pm]
[ mood | lonely ]


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